Fifty Shades…

So a couple summers back I had this sick obsession with Fifty Shades of Grey along with every other woman in America and literally finished the whole series in one month. See, those are the books that I enjoy, along with many others! But the wait for the movie is finally over! For so long have I been dreaming up my own version of what Mr. Grey and Mrs. Steele would look like and to my slight disappointment Mr. Grey, played by Jamie Dornan did not do it for me like how Matt Bomber from White Collar would. But! Anna Steele definitely fit my description. Thats what is amazing about book series turning box office hits! You dream up your characters and then they come to life. Well anyways here is the official Trailer along with the full casting for Fifty Shades of Grey which will be in theaters on Valentines day 2015.

Dakota Johnson as Anastasia Steele, Jamie Dornan as Christian Grey, Jennifer Ehle as Carla May Wilks, Max Martini as Jason Taylor, Luke Grimes as Elliot grey, Eloise Mumford as Kate Kavanagh, Rita Ora as Mia Grey.

 

Just Be Easy.. Getting over it.

So its Friday morning– my time 2:26AM and i am currently packing for the next couple of weeks.

and i can’t seem to shake this one ongoing thought, Letting Go. Ok, ok i am aware that i am straying away from my most typical post on fashion, music and yada yada but I have so much on my mind lately. I try to treat my site as personal as i could get so that you all could get a better feel on whose behind these scattered topics on here so here I am.

Lately the one thought that has been circulating around my down time is a past relationship. Yeah there’s the whole, “If you leave and it comes back nonsense,” but then there’s the, “if you leave and it never comes back,” BS.  There’s the topic on closure,  friendship after a relationship, and then there’s the letting go aspect. For months now I’ve convinced myself that everything has worked in my favor, and if it has been something that was not favorable to my circumstances than it happened for reason i probably would be able to explain at a  later time. My getting over it was different i guess. It didn’t really bother me seeing that there was mutual hurt done by both parties and accommodating thoughts of being unhappy and fed up.. But here I was relapsing last month, still bothered. The point is, when you commit yourself to the love of another and falling out of love,  going back into the swing of things can take some getting use to… The point of this post is its necessary to go through the grievances lol, but don’t dwell… Everything is Everything and it’s no better time than a couple days before July twenty-ninth to choose to move on, for real this time…

Being honest with yourself and how you are feeling dosnt come naturally to many, it didn’t to me. Also, its essential to allow life to happen…. Be easy and enjoy!

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Kanye West for GQ August 2014…

The ever so outspoken man of the century has made his mark yet again. I won’t go into criticism on his recent endeavors but I will make note that I have, since the influencing of Scott D. style change from colorful memes to street-rockish apparel of rocking jordans and leather joggers, that I have not noted Kanye West on his style of choice. Personally I like my men to have a more suited, well fitting look with a hint of differentiating color contrasts, but hey I like what i like, no? Lol. Kanye has made his presence of unique choice in style yet again most apparent in next months edition of GQ Magazine, and yes I approve. His head-to-toe ensembles that riff on a single color reminds me that fall fashion is upcoming– bring out the pea coats, boots, yellow and oranges :)

Why’d you decide to get married? 
Saying “Hey, I like Kim” isn’t as inspiring to people as us getting married. And anyone that’s in a relationship knows that in order to get to the point to get married and then to be married and to then carry on, it needs that work put into it. Right now, people look at it and it’s like, “Wow, that’s inspiring.” Meaning that love is infectious. You know, God is infectious—God flowing through us and us being little-baby creators and shit. But His energy and His love and what He wants us to have as people and the way He wants us to love each other, that is infectious. Like they said in Step Brothers: Never lose your dinosaur. This is the ultimate example of a person never losing his dinosaur. Meaning that even as I grew in cultural awareness and respect and was put higher in the class system in some way for being this musician, I never lost my dinosaur.

Kim is this girl who fucking turns me on. I love her. This is who I want to be next to and be around. And then people would try to say, “Well, you know, if you’re a musician, you should be with a musician, and if you want to design, you need to be with a girl from the design world.” I don’t give a fuck about people’s opinions. Because when a kid falls in love with an airplane or a bike or a dinosaur—especially if you’re an only child and it’s not because of the book that the sibling was reading—it’s like, fuck, you mean to tell me that the dinosaurs walked the earth and stuff like that?! That’s amazing! You mean to tell me that these giant multi-ton crafts can fly that fast and that loud, and they can flip, and there’s danger, the possibility of them exploding? That’s fucking cool! You mean to tell me that this girl with this fucking body and this face is also into style, and she’s a nice person, and she has her own money and is family-oriented? That’s just as cool as a fucking fighter jet or dinosaur! And just as rarely seen.

The Kanye West Guide to God-Level Fashion

“It’s not about having a lot of clothes,” West says. “It’s about a few favorites.” For more on Kanye’s current take on style…

Sweatshirt, $165 by Levi’s Vintage Clothing T-shirt, $340 by Off-White Pants, $1,399 by En Noir Sneakers, $120 by Adidas

Sweatshirt, $165 by Levi’s Vintage Clothing T-shirt, $340 by Off-White Pants, $1,399 by En Noir Sneakers, $120 by Adidas

Coat, $4,995 by Calvin Klein Collection T-shirt, $290 by Balmain pants $195 by Michael Kors Boots $190 by Timberland

Coat, $4,995 by Calvin Klein Collection
T-shirt, $290 by Balmain
pants $195 by Michael Kors
Boots $190 by Timberland

Kanye’s Take: “Skinny pants are rock ‘n’ roll. And big coats are really hip-hop. I’m looking for 50 percent rock ‘n’ roll, 50 percent hip-hop, 50 percent genius,” West says, laughing. “Because, you know—for genius, you have to be at a hundred and fifty percent.”

Coat, $3,100 by Bottega Veneta Sweater, $775 by Calvin Klein Collection Sweatshirt, $165 by Levi’s Vintage Clothing Pants, $1,399 by En Noir Boots, $770 by Bottega Veneta

Coat, $3,100 by Bottega Veneta
Sweater, $775 by Calvin Klein Collection
Sweatshirt, $165 by Levi’s Vintage Clothing
Pants, $1,399 by En Noir
Boots, $770 by Bottega Veneta

Sweater, $340 and jeans, $295 by A.P.C. Kanye T-shirt, $210 by Rochambaeu Sneakers, $75 by Adidas Originals

Sweater, $340 and jeans, $295 by A.P.C. Kanye
T-shirt, $210 by Rochambaeu
Sneakers, $75 by Adidas Originals

Sports jacket, $4,220 by Givenchy by Riccardo Tisci T-shirt, $210 by Rochambaeu Pants, $1,399 by En Noir

Sports jacket, $4,220 by Givenchy by Riccardo Tisci
T-shirt, $210 by Rochambaeu
Pants, $1,399 by En Noir

Military shirt, $1,055 by Balmain T-shirt, $55 by James Perse Pants, $575 by Michael Bastian Boots, $190 by Timberland Coat, vintage

Military shirt, $1,055 by Balmain
T-shirt, $55 by James Perse
Pants, $575 by Michael Bastian
Boots, $190 by Timberland
Coat, vintage

Kanye’s Take: “Military green is classic, masculine, not too trendy—all the stuff men’s clothes are supposed to be.”

Jacket, $1,095 by Fear of God Sweater, $395 by Michael Kors T-shirt, $210 by Rochambeau Pants, $1,350 by Acne Studios Boots, $770 by Bottega Veneta

Jacket, $1,095 by Fear of God
Sweater, $395 by Michael Kors
T-shirt, $210 by Rochambeau
Pants, $1,350 by Acne Studios
Boots, $770 by Bottega Veneta

For more on this interview CLICK HERE 

July twenty-second…


As many of you may know, twenty-two is drawing nearer and nearer.

I take birthday celebrations very seriously lol. For myself, it’s like a new year– July twenty-ninth is my January first :) It’s a time to reflect, draw up plans, expectations and so on. This past year was beneficial but not as rewarding as i might’ve hoped, only because I am no where closer to my ‘big move,’ financially. ‘ I enjoyed it, and i will not focus my energy in pointing out ways in which I could’ve made it better but what I can say is, I needed this passing year, the lesson is learned and it is time to move on to the next half of what’s next. The point of this post is that you should always spend some time reflecting on what has been accomplished, what works for you and what are the things you need to improve on. This past year i did that whole, “don’t think about it too much, get it all out of your system and live in the moment,” and became a happier me, but a broker college student with a long term goal to move out west, but i needed that break. Don’t get it confused, I have a great paying job that has paid for all of my summer luxury expenses lol, but what is important is that , i haven’t saved much. Now with twenty-two nearing, my senior year beginning and my credit score building (lol) it’s time i retire those thoughts and re-focus my focus: budgeting/saving up, graduating, and so on. I no longer will dwell on the opportunities of the past that have kept me stagnant. Don’t allow your mind to stay in idle time, make a long term goal and stick to it. Mine is: saving up all I can and bring everything i have with me to California. For my fellow twenty-something year olds, this is what needs to be done, i mean who wants to look back at the age of thirty, stuck and wishing there was something else (I) could’ve done? Just something to think about :)

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My Year Summary…

 

Hey Hunnies!

Its Friday and I’m finally off with no real challenging homework to do. I’ve been thinking lately, a whole year has past (almost). A whole year of twenty-one has came and went and what is there to reflect on? Everyone has been going on about how 2014 is the year of the ‘Grown Woman,’ which yes I have referred to it as such plenty of times in regards to the others who have faithfully stood by that but in my own journey, this year has been all about stepping out of my comfort zone and enjoying life as the days begin and end. Unfortunately, July 29 2013 and on did not being that way, but i shall not reflect on the negative. After the passing of a very close friend, he had inspired me through his ambition to literally stop saying what i will eventually do and just make a way and do it. Cliche i bet, but when someone like him passes, someone who had so many dreams, someone who was so deserving and selfless passes you have no choice but to live. Honestly Boycie when you passed i viewed life much differently and stopped holding myself back with my own insecurities. The biggest lesson i have learned so far is, ‘It’s all in your head.’ Your insecurities, you being uncomfortable, you settling…etc i can go on! Although i’m still working on it, i’ve built confidence and have gained such a great support system that i literally feel unstoppable lol! ! Heres a Basic Recap of My Year… Let the next be Great :)

  • Cannon balled into a black river that was over 30 ft deep in the Amazon
  • had flowers and edible arrangements sent to me anonymously  on valentines day
  • traveled back to my fathers country (Guyana, South America)
  • Successfully managed two fashion shows
  • Climed a Coconut tree to grab a coconut and failed.
  • Experienced love, realized a romantic relationship isn’t for me. not now at least.
  • Got a couple international students from france and southern africa hipped to partynextdoor
  • Got a meaningful tattoo, along with other meangless piercings
  • Went to San Francisco for the first time. Was told that my vibe and energy was destined for the Cali’s culture and ended my trip with apartment hunting (found three great locations)
  • Saw Derek Jeter play his last game at Progressive Stadium (on the look out for Yankee stadium tickets in August if anyone has the plug lol)
  • Took fitness seriously
  • Won a 4 day 3 night cruise to the Bahamas (taking this trip next year)
  • Got my heart broken, again.
  • Broke someone else’s heart.
  • Rekindled my relationship with my father, finally bought a ticket to visit him in September :)
  • My ex sent me 100 ‘I’m sorry’ roses, we got back together, it didn’t work out
  • I dated a rebound for a while, that didn’t work out either lol (lesson learned).
  • Rekindled broken friendships, that worked out!
  • Made more lasting friendships (future Cali movements)
  • Got a job worth mentioning :) with benefits and in my field of study
  • A couple spontaneous nights that i’d keep to myself
  • Did the whole full time worker full-time student and still had time to have a social life, completed the semester with a 3.6
  • Was the cover of a magazine, and featured in another
  • Sunk my toes into the pacific ocean while smoking a cigar, picnic :)
  • Signed a lease with two of my greatest college girlfriends
  • Danced to soca music in the rain in south america
  • Fell in love with (MY) life
  • Enjoyed the amazon country with absolutely no wifi
  • Successfully budgeted myself for the summer, DRINKS ON ME!
  • Got close enough (by accidentally)  to a wild black panther while walking through a forest in South America
  • Spent an entire paycheck in one weekend, my excuse ‘i needed everything i bought.’
  • Had my first legal drink in South America, it was a beer and it didn’t count; their legal drinking age is 16
  • Did a month juicing cleanse
  • Cheated on that at least three times
  • Lost a close friend to cancer, became closer to everyone who knew him.
  • Popped my very first bottle of Dom Perignon (a gift for early birthday festivities)
  • Bought 5 new art pieces at Columbus’ art festival for my new apartment
  • Went zip lining and rock climbing
  • Finally falling in love with myself

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Recap of 2014 ESPY’s …

 

The 2014 ESPY Awards took place last night at the Nokia Theater in Los Angeles hosted by the multi-talented Drake. See I followed Drake since his days with DeGrassi and witnessed his talents from a range of acting, comedy and music so I had little doubt that he wouldn’t preform up to expectations. He did just that, with hilarious monologues poking fun at some controversial situations amongst some of the athletes and performers from this past year, speaking on  Johnny Manziel and Lebron James in regards to who now will hold the title over Cleveland in reference to sports, with a hilarious skit featuring Blake Griffin and Chris Brown. There was also a skit aimed at Lance Stephenson, where Drake gets real up close and personal with Lance and Paul George on the “Lance Cam,” aka blowing in your ear as Lance had once done during a game against Miami Heats, Lebron James.  There was no surprise when Drake preformed two comedic songs, ‘Honorable Mention,” and ‘Side Pieces,” which featured Brian McKnight.  Overall applauds go to Drake for his versatility! Acting, Music, Comedy!

Here is a recap in case you missed it! Along with the other ‘Honorable Mentions’ from the night.

 

 

ESPN anchor Stuart Scott received a standing ovation from the entire crowd inside the Nokia Theatre while accepting the Jimmy V Perseverance Award from Kiefer Sutherland. Scott, who has been battling cancer since 2007, delivered an eloquent, inspiring and moving speech, which left many audience members in tears.

“I just got out of the hospital,” Scott, 48, told the stunned audience. “I had four surgeries in the span of seven days. I had tubes running through every part of my body. As of Sunday, I didn’t even know if I could make it here. I couldn’t fight. But the doctors and nurses could; the people that I loved and my friends and family, they could. This whole fight, this journey thing, is not a solo venture, this is something that requires support.”

“When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer,” the SportsCenter staple said. “You beat cancer by how you live, while you live and the manner in which you live.” Scott went on to say he “can’t ever give up because I can’t leave my daughters [Taelor and Sydni]… You are my heartbeat. I am standing on this stage tonight because of you.”

 

ESPN showed a clip of Sam’s journey as a star college football player at the Unviersity of Missouri and NFL draft hopeful, who was picked up by the St. Louis Rams in May. “This year I had a lot of experience being part of something bigger than myself,” Sam said of coming out. “At times, I felt like I’d been living in a massive storm, but the lessons I’ve learned: love, respect and being true to yourself — will never leave me.”

He went on to thank his former teammates, current teammates and coaches, family, friends, and boyfriend Vito Cammisano, who joined Sam — hand in hand — on the red carpet of the 2014 ESPYS. “I promise to spend the rest of my life trying to live up to this honor and trying to become the best football player I can,” Sam said.


Even the bottles had a shelf life! The former enemies made fun of their crazy 2012 bar incident in a video sketch. The skit included NBA star Blake Griffin, who i may add is my all time favorite NBA comedian lol and played off a memorable scene from Steve Martin‘s Little Shop of Horrors.

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pictures: US weekly

07.04.14…

Happy Fourth!

I hope everyone got the chance to catch some fireworks, fortunately I did! I clocked in, clocked out headed straight home, jumped in the shower, quickly air dried, picked up a good friend who was in town from Cali and headed downtown where I over indulged in funnel cakes, fair fries and freshly squeezed ice-cold lemonade. That was on the third, Today was a fourth of july family celebration, peruano-puertorriqueno style lol. I always love the holidays for these reasons. Family tradition calls for a major difference in American traditional fourth of july dishes where we serve yellow rice with peas, my mothers ‘famous’ potato salad; I say famous only meaning within the family lol, she hasn’t chosen to release to recipe to the general public yet lol! and of course freshly made coquito. With the stress of having a packed schedule, its always great to be surrounded by family and have a couple of drinks and share a few laughs. What’s a holiday without a family celebration or someone to share it with right? Well anyways i hope everyone enjoyed their holiday,   I have to clock in early in the AM :)

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Letters to the Men I Have Loved…

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Yes, I have a Barnes & Nobel addiction and finishing books and moving onto another seems to be one of the least greatest habits I have recently picked up; side note: I’m still working on ‘The Power of Now, ‘Scandalous Women’, ‘Cleopatra’, and ‘Battlefield of the Mind.’ But on June 30th one of my summers most anticipated contemporary poetry books released, “Letters to the Men I Have Loved,” by Mirtha Michelle Castro Marmol. I pre-ordered it off of Amazon and it finally has arrived! From the description it expresses the authors feelings through distinct letters and poems to various men whom she considers motivated personal growth and her transition from young adult to womanhood. With words Mirtha Michelle Castro paints a vivid picture of feelings such as passion, forgiveness, lust, and hope. Gracfully playing with the universal theme of the pursuit of love and the desire for change that can resonate with woman all around the world, especially myself! I’ll update you all when i am finished reading. To order your own copy, here is her SITE

Enjoy!

 

 

July, July…

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Hey !

So i’m guilty. I haven’t blogged in ALMOST a month and I won’t give you the tired excuse of school and work with some attempts to squeeze in a couple girls night outs here and there, lol (guess i just did) But it’s a new month and my most favorite of them all! JULY! For obvious reasons, my birthday is in twenty-seven days. I still cannot believe that a year has passed already and then again I can. So much has been accomplished and guess what, I’ve been making moves, but i won’t get into that this time around. What i do want to congratulate myself on is the decisions that i have been making lately, the plans i have been putting in place and the mindset i have been evolving into. It may have been long overdue but as of now single life has finally come. As some of you recall me mentioning in previous post i always envisioned my twenty-somethings as single andrea, living in a city and enjoying life while maintaining a steady career in the field in which i wish to pursue, yeah yadda, yadda, yadda right? Lol, well I feel it’s only right for myself to embrace my own company, fully and i recently made the decision to do just that. I have made my game plan, I refocused my focused and realized that my priorities were a little off. With talking to one of my greatest, Jessica Payne (FYI follow her blog Jesssunshine) i realized i am not in the position to hold any commitments. In short and with getting on to the point, these years will come and go. Position yourself first for the future then attempt to settle lol :)  Question is, where do you see yourself five years from now? Andrea in five years will be twenty-seven…Lol.

Wishing it into existence! Enjoy your Wednesday !

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